After River acknowledges her Self in V6 No 2 - Kids of Lower Utopia: Softdoor’s Older Sister’s I-AM Knot
(The Realization of River Finnagain), and having accidentally sacrificed the last joint of the left smallest finger to
re-membering her Self, River awakens under a Dream as The Witness of her inner world and naked as a newborn (pages 11). She gathers her clothes by her need (pages 14-19), and is followed to The Water by her most beloved reflection of Self - her god: Beautiful (page 20). Together they drink the water (page 22), and begin to wander through the woods listening (page 24). Listening, River begins to hear the call of the Very Mountain (page 26). River climbs the Mountain (page 28), and talks to the dead (page 30). She is directed by a Chance encounter (page 32 [with her self]), and stands before the warm dark cave of her Self Eternal. Standing before the Unknown, River sums-up her life in a single question (page 34), and is answered by an even more direct question (page 36), to which she gives the right answer (page 37) she gives her whole life, and dies as her reply (page 38 Hurray!). In this death she recognizes her Self, who she is and ever was and will be (she is YES, page 39). Now River holds her death close (page 40), and opens her eyes inside Reality (page 41), realizing the echoes of Truth (page 42). Now River moves inside the pattern of Life (page 43) the instrument of her own Realization, and beyond the Three Changes (page 45). River kisses good-bye to the Horse-of-Power (page 47). And then returns to The Water to wash away her last words (page 49).
River begins to run, gather exuberance and momentum (page 51), until she jumps off a cliff that appears in her way
(page 53) …and flies Home (page 55).Her home is the warm dark and vast space of awareness in the heart of her Self Eternal where all things are her - where all is River (page 57).
Epilogue : Finally home, River hangs with the Gods, being ... One ...her self (page 61).